shades of greys and blacks

been feeling beri bad this few weeks, continuously in different shades of greys and blacks.... (but isn't greys shades of black? ahaaa) Wondering why? low self esteem? low moral at work? lost interest in work? too lonely? or juz simply too tired. dun hav the answers.

hav this remote idea of living behind someone's shadow.
dun not koe y. stupid y i cannot juz b an individual. HATE it. :(