Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Monday, March 29, 2004
I received a box of yellow smiles...
xiao xing xing: Teddy has arrived in singapore with the two easter eggs safely without a scratch. will deliver the eggs to their rightful owner asap. Thanks dear for brightening my otherwise dim days.
Slept badly coz dreamt of the flyer that I juz come up for lab day 3 hours ago. all the red cells flying about. And had funny fragments of two poor kids fighting for a piece of purple candy the size of a door. M I mad or wat?
and ya b4 i forget, thanks to ee for suggesting adding colors to the flyer.
xiao xing xing: Teddy has arrived in singapore with the two easter eggs safely without a scratch. will deliver the eggs to their rightful owner asap. Thanks dear for brightening my otherwise dim days.
Slept badly coz dreamt of the flyer that I juz come up for lab day 3 hours ago. all the red cells flying about. And had funny fragments of two poor kids fighting for a piece of purple candy the size of a door. M I mad or wat?
and ya b4 i forget, thanks to ee for suggesting adding colors to the flyer.
Am on nite now. Not busy but is feeling concuss now. got a urgent csf juz now and dr ask for a gram stain. like 3 thousands years neber do liao. even went to the extend of reading the WI. heyhey but not for the instructions for staining but to see if there's any indications to reject the request. didn't see any organisms though... hav to ask mimi to counter-chk for mi tmr.
haha rambutan 4got today is monday and only wake modular up at 4am. still priming rxg now. Yawn... so tired but i hav respun all the Special chem specimens, printed calibration traces and changed bench coat for sotong, so i m happy.
gonna go c whether rambutan is ok.
haha rambutan 4got today is monday and only wake modular up at 4am. still priming rxg now. Yawn... so tired but i hav respun all the Special chem specimens, printed calibration traces and changed bench coat for sotong, so i m happy.
gonna go c whether rambutan is ok.
Saturday, March 27, 2004
The road glitters after the rain this morning.
I was travelling in the direction of work.
Feeling suddenly lost, in the midst of the morning crowd.
The train was packed with sounds but yet I could hear nothing except the sound of tears dropping and pooling into a blue lagoon.
I scanned the crowd hoping to see you, waiting for a miracle, one day you will remember me.
The lagoon gonna's spill over...
I was travelling in the direction of work.
Feeling suddenly lost, in the midst of the morning crowd.
The train was packed with sounds but yet I could hear nothing except the sound of tears dropping and pooling into a blue lagoon.
I scanned the crowd hoping to see you, waiting for a miracle, one day you will remember me.
The lagoon gonna's spill over...
孤单还是孤单
星期六的下午，下过雨，几百人穿梭的购物中心，我游荡着，漫无目的的走，随便发简讯，维持和世界的连线。我烦闷。持续得等，等一个奇迹，等一天你记得我，记得我留给你的微笑。但是我找不到你，找不到。。。找不到你。。。
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
Monday, March 22, 2004
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
Monday, March 15, 2004
A stupid me, so idiotic.
Getting angry and upset early in the morning and had my face black for the whole day while the whole world continues to spin and make merry. I am sick really sick....... So sick that tears juz dropped when I stopped for lunch.
I wanna be happy and move the stone farther away. So the problem will seem smaller n minute.
Guess the biggest enemy is still myself ba.
I missed my friends, I missed all my loved ones and I missed you. I wanna juz wish you love and warmth tonight.
I am still down and sad. :(
Getting angry and upset early in the morning and had my face black for the whole day while the whole world continues to spin and make merry. I am sick really sick....... So sick that tears juz dropped when I stopped for lunch.
I wanna be happy and move the stone farther away. So the problem will seem smaller n minute.
Guess the biggest enemy is still myself ba.
I missed my friends, I missed all my loved ones and I missed you. I wanna juz wish you love and warmth tonight.
I am still down and sad. :(
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
Stressed out!
Hahaa, mum's away for a week, touring east of malaysia with dad.
So I tasted the life of a working "mum". woke up at 6am to make breakfast, packed breakfast for my sis. send cousin to school, then head for the train; hoping to get a seat from lakeside to novena. Rushed through the day in the lab calibrating uibc and troubleshooting ALP and running the parallel QC. And then rush to fetch cousin then buy dinner coz the "black bean chicken" I cooked on the first day taste like the chicken has drowned in brine. :p but tat's not really my fault, must be the packaged black bean seasoning. Swept the floor, washed the laundry. neber did so many things all together. Tired with panda eyes. Gonna sleep early.
everyone's stressed out in the lab. Pple dun seems happy now though we are still joking around. Tempers flew out of control. sighzz. wish the situation could change for the betta. Working for long hours under such stressful condition is bad for health. :((
Hahaa, mum's away for a week, touring east of malaysia with dad.
So I tasted the life of a working "mum". woke up at 6am to make breakfast, packed breakfast for my sis. send cousin to school, then head for the train; hoping to get a seat from lakeside to novena. Rushed through the day in the lab calibrating uibc and troubleshooting ALP and running the parallel QC. And then rush to fetch cousin then buy dinner coz the "black bean chicken" I cooked on the first day taste like the chicken has drowned in brine. :p but tat's not really my fault, must be the packaged black bean seasoning. Swept the floor, washed the laundry. neber did so many things all together. Tired with panda eyes. Gonna sleep early.
everyone's stressed out in the lab. Pple dun seems happy now though we are still joking around. Tempers flew out of control. sighzz. wish the situation could change for the betta. Working for long hours under such stressful condition is bad for health. :((
Sunday, March 07, 2004
又寂寞又美丽
Been wanting to go on a train trip along the coast of eastern taiwan since watching tat taiwan movie 深深太平洋.
going on leave in april for a week. tinking of realising this trip.
Going alone ba coz dun tink will be able to persuade the other 3 persons to go along. maybe they'll stay in taipei while i go alone on the train. i wish someone could share the wish to leave the city for a while juz to see the green fields with yellow flowers and the deep blue seas with frothing whites.
suddenly so lonely yet the feeling is beautiful. 又寂寞又美丽?
Been wanting to go on a train trip along the coast of eastern taiwan since watching tat taiwan movie 深深太平洋.
going on leave in april for a week. tinking of realising this trip.
Going alone ba coz dun tink will be able to persuade the other 3 persons to go along. maybe they'll stay in taipei while i go alone on the train. i wish someone could share the wish to leave the city for a while juz to see the green fields with yellow flowers and the deep blue seas with frothing whites.
suddenly so lonely yet the feeling is beautiful. 又寂寞又美丽?
We are made of star dust......
Back from star grazing, not much gained as alreadi knew most of the stuff that the speaker said. was looking forward to the observation but sky was overcasted, can't see through the clouds. :(((
then went with s4 to serangoon to eat the famous HollandV lasek lemak. ok ok onli ler.
Back from star grazing, not much gained as alreadi knew most of the stuff that the speaker said. was looking forward to the observation but sky was overcasted, can't see through the clouds. :(((
then went with s4 to serangoon to eat the famous HollandV lasek lemak. ok ok onli ler.
Saturday, March 06, 2004
v838 Monocerotis revisited: Space phenomenon imitates art
4 March 2004
[ "Starry Night", Vincent van Gogh's famous painting, is renowned for its bold whorls of light sweeping across a raging night sky. Although this image of the heavens came only from the artist's restless imagination, a new picture from the NASA/ESA Hubble Space Telescope bears remarkable similarities to the Van Gogh work, complete with never-before-seen spirals of dust swirling across trillions of kilometres of interstellar space.
The experience of being outside at night under a crystal clear sky. There may be a hint of crispness in the air that makes everything seem clean and refreshing. The blackness is a deep, rich, velvet blue that is more bottomless than any ocean. The stars are not spots of light but brilliant, magical diamonds that dance and twirl like tiny ballerinas. In just this special moment, the sky is somehow alive, and it seems to speak to you silently about the meaning of infinity.
Adapted Quotes from http://www.arttoheartweb.com/starry_night.htm
Starry Night was painted while Vincent was in the asylum at Saint-R�my and his behaviour was very erratic at the time, due to the severity of his attacks. Unlike most of Van Gogh's works, Starry Night was painted from memory and not outdoors as was Vincent's preference. This may, in part, explain why the emotional impact of the work is so much more powerful than many of Van Gogh's other works from the same period.
Does the tumultuous style of these works reflect a tortured mind? Or is there something more we can read within the whorls Vincent's raging night sky? This is what makes Starry Night not only Vincent's most famous work, but also one of its most frequently interpreted in terms of its meaning and importance.
Some people have speculated about the eleven stars in the painting. While it's true that Vincent didn't have the same religious fervour in 1889, when he painted the work, as he did in his earlier years, there is a possibility that the story of Joseph in the Old Testament may have had an influence on the composition of the work.
'Look, I have had another dream' he said, 'I thought I saw the sun, the moon and eleven stars, bowing to me.'
Genesis 37:9
Another interesting link to Van gogh and Science
4 March 2004
[ "Starry Night", Vincent van Gogh's famous painting, is renowned for its bold whorls of light sweeping across a raging night sky. Although this image of the heavens came only from the artist's restless imagination, a new picture from the NASA/ESA Hubble Space Telescope bears remarkable similarities to the Van Gogh work, complete with never-before-seen spirals of dust swirling across trillions of kilometres of interstellar space.
The experience of being outside at night under a crystal clear sky. There may be a hint of crispness in the air that makes everything seem clean and refreshing. The blackness is a deep, rich, velvet blue that is more bottomless than any ocean. The stars are not spots of light but brilliant, magical diamonds that dance and twirl like tiny ballerinas. In just this special moment, the sky is somehow alive, and it seems to speak to you silently about the meaning of infinity.
Adapted Quotes from http://www.arttoheartweb.com/starry_night.htm
Starry Night was painted while Vincent was in the asylum at Saint-R�my and his behaviour was very erratic at the time, due to the severity of his attacks. Unlike most of Van Gogh's works, Starry Night was painted from memory and not outdoors as was Vincent's preference. This may, in part, explain why the emotional impact of the work is so much more powerful than many of Van Gogh's other works from the same period.
Does the tumultuous style of these works reflect a tortured mind? Or is there something more we can read within the whorls Vincent's raging night sky? This is what makes Starry Night not only Vincent's most famous work, but also one of its most frequently interpreted in terms of its meaning and importance.
Some people have speculated about the eleven stars in the painting. While it's true that Vincent didn't have the same religious fervour in 1889, when he painted the work, as he did in his earlier years, there is a possibility that the story of Joseph in the Old Testament may have had an influence on the composition of the work.
'Look, I have had another dream' he said, 'I thought I saw the sun, the moon and eleven stars, bowing to me.'
Genesis 37:9
Another interesting link to Van gogh and Science
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
really pissed off by work and a lot of pple. why must we take everything so seriously?
ok, i must say i no longer share the "zest" about work, or izit all about responsibilites? i dun koe.
honestly, i m not an irresponsible person, i juz wan to do things at a slower pace, can't we juz slow down a little, juz a little. i need to hav a life beside work. all talks about work, i m getting sick even in the company of nice colleagues and some whom i consider friends. Now even the smell of the place, made me faint.
mood swings like a super-yoyo out of control. didn't even wan to conceal my unhappiness; knew i had an xtremely low EQ. So what? tink i m happier this few days, coz i knew now wat i m angry with n unhappy about. i m beginning to find my old self back. i hope.
ok, i must say i no longer share the "zest" about work, or izit all about responsibilites? i dun koe.
honestly, i m not an irresponsible person, i juz wan to do things at a slower pace, can't we juz slow down a little, juz a little. i need to hav a life beside work. all talks about work, i m getting sick even in the company of nice colleagues and some whom i consider friends. Now even the smell of the place, made me faint.
mood swings like a super-yoyo out of control. didn't even wan to conceal my unhappiness; knew i had an xtremely low EQ. So what? tink i m happier this few days, coz i knew now wat i m angry with n unhappy about. i m beginning to find my old self back. i hope.
Monday, March 01, 2004
so tired today that I lost my temper at work. Been too stressed up. Must try to relax; looking forward to star grazing this saturday. For almost 3 years, our star has always been in hong kong.
Now finally touching the topic of stars and planets in their original true context. :))
Kept having this recurring dream of being on the beach staring at the sky with the Polaris. Was a pretty sight. Can't remember ware the beach was, definitely not in Sing coz the sky's too polluted by the city's lights.
The lights from these stars has started out thousand and thousand of years ago. Can we still assume the stars are still there now? A rather weird concept. So things tat we see doesn't always mean it's the truth. And things that we dun see dun really mean tat they r not true. :p what may I blabbing about? I dun koe.
Now finally touching the topic of stars and planets in their original true context. :))
Kept having this recurring dream of being on the beach staring at the sky with the Polaris. Was a pretty sight. Can't remember ware the beach was, definitely not in Sing coz the sky's too polluted by the city's lights.
The lights from these stars has started out thousand and thousand of years ago. Can we still assume the stars are still there now? A rather weird concept. So things tat we see doesn't always mean it's the truth. And things that we dun see dun really mean tat they r not true. :p what may I blabbing about? I dun koe.
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