有些人找不到生活的重心，找不到定位，做任何的事都没办法投入，对很多事都很冷感。好像没有感觉地，麻木地在生活。有时候觉得自己好像是这样的。发现自己常常什么都想做，结果什么都做不好。。。那种感觉真的不好哦，空空的，什么都没有，什么都不是的无力感觉。

星期六的下午，一个人下班，没事做，学别人跑去搭新的东北线列车。人好多。其实全程都在地底下，也没有风景好看。人挤人的车厢里，我没有闲着，我喜欢看人，不同的人。那是两双起了皱的手，紧紧握着，我再抬头看，发现自己对着一对年老的夫妻。那么恩爱地扶持着对方。谁说爱情死亡了，或许在这座城市里的角落里，爱情害羞得躲着，有人幸运的，会找到，有的人总是在热闹的人群中和它擦肩而过，穷一生的精力也找它不到。。。

凌晨2点钟，头很痛，但还是不想睡。我站在窗前，天空有很多的星星。风很凉，心很静。

好热的下午，约了朋友在DOVER等，时间到了还是不见朋友的踪影，于是便坐着等。天气很热，但还算有风。我就坐在透明的DOVER地铁站月台上的候车椅。隔着一条街便是新理了。校园里的树木，长长的凳子，粉刷的雪白的课室；让我又想起好多年前在这里念书的日子。上课下课，很悠闲地在食堂，在图书馆闲逛；除了要应付考试以外，好像都没有什么烦恼了。那么轻松那么简单的过生活，突然好向往。

一个人回家，在巴士站等车。星期六早晨的乌节路，车辆必不多。甚至有的时候，整条街是没有车子的。我带着半清醒的脑袋，低着头，就坐着等车。突然只听到耳机里AARON的声音，真的，只有耳机里的声音。世界仿佛象停了格的电影。那十秒的安静，有种离开尘嚣的感觉。我抬头看见空空的整条街，看到飘着白云的天空，看到微风中的树叶，还有不远处被风卷起的废纸张。那时心里只有安静。但那真的只限十秒。

买了可乐加柠檬，因为心情极度恶劣。可乐可乐，喝了就会快乐。

无意间，在电台又听见那首歌。原来一首歌，那么简单，那么毫不费力的就将我又带到记忆的那一点。一切一切点点滴滴又浮现。象海潮一样来袭，我还来不及逃，已经被那深蓝掩没了。

So much is happening and yet nothing shows on the surface.
So much happiness and yet so much sadness underneath......

Super doubly sad today........... :(
Sad to the infinity...................

Hihi, what do u guys think of a website for DPLM?
NUH has one and it's pretty fun idea to share news, gossip and complaints.
We can have a msg board and chat room.

Anyone interested in the idea?

Busy today, hehehe busy running QC for AVL2!! Frustrated!! Think it's dying soon. The machine suddenly repower while I was running QC!! Tried many times and after Ah Chen's advise, decided to give up. Hope AVL1 will be good or else the night pple will sure scold me lah.

So how's the bowling and chicken wings?

Tired today most probably due to the lack of oxygen.
Lucky the crepe at Cityhall was nice. YumYum mushrooms.
Must bring Hoff one day to eat coz she super like to eat mushroom.
Also got cold crepes with ice cream for the sweet tooths. Wanna try the sweet one next time.

Still wide awake. No one's online tonite.
Sianz.....

The harder you try to hold on something or someone, the faster you lost them.........

雨天

下雨了。很少会遇到需要撑伞的雨天。伞下，响起了滴嗒滴嗒的雨声。我用很慢的脚步走向地铁站。上班就快迟到了，我依然用这种很慢的脚步走着。经过那一丛叫不出名的植物，绕过人多的车站，再爬上人行天桥，我沿着每天上班必需经过的路线，继续用很慢的速度走着。因为一场雨，我放慢了脚步，开始留意起身边平时都没有留意的事物。原来用心看，放慢速度体验生活，也有另一番风味，也是一种惊喜的发现。那么美好的感觉，耽误五分钟的上班时间也不过分吧。

TMR stagger, sianz to infinity.
Hav to rush down to Boat Quay after work.

Happy Birthday little sister Diana. 百事可乐。

Sianz, a boring day for me. Can't seem to get anything done ler.

Here's go the story behind the CD brought last week.

The illustration book by taiwanese Jimmy (which the CD was based on) starts with a man who has fallen from his balcony and a fallen moon.
And there's was this little boy who then accidentally found the fallen moon floating in a pool of water.
He brought it home and took care of the moon.
They became friends and a special friendship begins to blossom while the rest of the world continues to wait in vain for the moon to raise every evening after sunset.

As the moon grew day by day, it became too big to return to the little boy's room. One day, the moon started to remember who it really was and return to the sky.

The story ends with the recovered man looking at a new crescent.

Guess it a nice story to encourage pple that in bad times when we cannot see light in life, we just have to wait a while.
After all, after the dark storm passed, the light will shine again.

Finally, after shifting my blog to Tripod then can the images be loaded. :)
They called it remote file linking ie. Viewing pictures or loading files from other webpages not hosted on the same server as pictures or files.
Most, if not all free web hosts do not allow remote file linking.
The requesting webpage, images or files have to be hosted on the same server.
hehehe pardon me for all the technical details.

So tired today after shoping. Brought new music CD.


TMR, will tell the story behind the CD.

aiyo, all the free website cannot allow remote linking for pictures.
Not wonder u guys see only a black screen.
Anyone got free webspace to introduce me?

aiya, aa cafe closed yesterday.
missed the cheesecake, spagetti and friends there.

Been a long time since the trip, but warm memories stay...

heehee, spent 2.5 hrs doing this rainbow thingy.
considered done. just need some fine tuning and that can wait.

sabbi: got go sing KTV?

spent the whole nite wit su trying to decode all the html codes.
now a bit brain cramped. :p